LaCroix/Nat...Nick/Nat, explicit Permission to archive granted to JADFE only, unless you contact me for permission. SPOILER WARNING: Last Knight sequel These characters are not mine. I'm just letting them have a bit of fun with each other. They'll be returned in good shape, though perhaps a bit warn out. Comments and all that can be sent to Alibby@aol.com. No flames, please! Copyright 1997 by Libby Singleton THE CROSSING by Libby Singleton There was darkness. At the end of the darkness there was light. Bright. Beautiful. Wonderful. Calling to her, offering a warm embrace, the peace she longed for deep within her soul. "Dr. Lambert, do go into the light. It offers you nothingness. You will cease to be!" The familiar voice was urgent, nearly panicked, yet soft and inviting. "For Nicholas' sake, you must come to me." The light. Soothing. Welcoming. She turned toward it. "Listen to me, Natalie, Nicholas lives! You will not, , be together if you go into the light!" When she stopped her approach, turning away to face the darkness, Natalie noticed there was something cold on her lips. A lick, a taste, awakened a thirst deeper than she'd ever known. She reached out, gripping the source of the liquid and sucked eagerly. Slowly her thoughts began to clear, her mind more aware. She remembered the suicide of her friend Dr. Laura Haynes, the death of Tracy Vetter, of begging Nick to take just a little of her blood in hopes he'd become mortal as had happened to Janette. Obviously he'd taken more than a little. Other thoughts began to creep in, other memories certainly not her own. Visions of Nicholas being staked, though the thrust had been pulled at the last minute and missed the heart while she lay beneath him, dying, her lingering soul becoming fainter by the second. There were earlier scenes as well, of Nicholas in different periods of history, in all sorts of activities and emotions. Then the time became earlier still, of eras before the Thirteenth Century, when chariots were common and Christianity merely an upstart cult. Suddenly there were screams as the ground shook violently and each breath filled her lungs with the sensation of burning ash. A blond haired girl asked a question, demanding she choose life or death. Of course she chose life, wasn't that always preferable to the alternative? Realization hit her with the painful swiftness of a bullet. Opening her eyes, Natalie thrust LaCroix's wrist away. "Bastard!" "Is this any way to treat your savior?" he asked. Her vision was extremely blurry, but she could tell he was pouring blood from a dark bottle into a glass. "Nick..." A wave of dizziness hit her when she tried to sit up. LaCroix immediately had an arm behind her, supporting her gently. He held the glass to her lips. "Asked me to help him join you in death. That asking a bit much, don't you think? I've carried him up to his bed to rest." There was a moment of silence as LaCroix seemed to consider his son. "He sleeps now. Drink this, and when he has healed sufficiently, I will take you to him." Any thoughts of hesitancy were pushed forcefully aside by Natalie's overwhelming thirst. She gulped the blood, tasting the life of a woman, old and lonely, dying of breast cancer. Yet her life was enriched through events remember from childhood. Natalie pushed the glass away, amazed at the experience, while also repulsed. "You can switch to cow's blood later if you insist," LaCroix said. "It is best your first feeding be satisfied with human vintage lest you become a lowly carouche, chasing vermin in the sewers. Fortunately, Nicholas still had the bottle I gave him on his birthday. Ah, the wonders that await you, my dear." Natalie wanted to argue with him, let him know her anger at what he'd done. Her body, though, had other demands. Pain shot through her jaws and teeth as her vision changed, somehow becoming clearer, objects more vivid in the dark room. She realized her fangs were descending for the first time. The sensation caused her to involuntarily cry out. She looked into LaCroix's face with embarrassment. Reassuring pale blue eyes stared back, he even smiled slightly. "Do not fret, my dear Dr. Lambert. The pain will ease quickly. It merely takes a while for the body to adjust." His lips brushed her forehead gently. "There, there. This will pass easier if you don't fight the changes." She moved her head to return his fatherly kiss only more firmly and fully on the lips. He pulled back slightly, his expression one of surprise. "I want you," she muttered hoarsely. "Who you want is Nicholas. I fear he's still to weak for this sort of activity though the urges you feel are quite normal." She gripped his shirt, trying to pull it away from him. Chuckling mischievously, LaCroix pushed her away to stand and removed the shirt himself, then his boots. "This surprises even me, but we cannot fight nature now, can we, my dear?" When he knelt back down, Natalie could see his eyes were beginning to glow yellow, his fangs descending ever so slightly. Welling up within her were feelings of desires strong than she ever felt before, causing what seemed to be a flood of wetness between her legs. Oh, God, how she wanted this man. With surprising ease, she tore the clothing from her chest before LaCriox gripped her wrist. "Not so quickly. I like to play." She reached up to his shoulders, attempting to bring him to her. He resisted, teasing her with defiance. Sitting up, she felt him shiver as she ran the fingers of her right hand ever so lightly downwards and into his pants, unfastening the fly with her left. His dick was limp, but huge, magnificently so. The part of her who was Dr. Lambert tried to calm her attraction, tried to convince herself LaCroix's size was well within the norm. Natalie the fledging vampire pushed such ludicrous thoughts from her mind and tugged his tailored pants and undergarment down together, barely noticing his hands were steadying the shaking of her own. "Do not be disappointed, my child. I fed Nick as well as yourself, there is most likely not enough blood left in me for an..." Natalie began tickling his balls... "erection." Perhaps it was a medical miracle vampire-style, but LaCroix began to harden. A bit slowly. Stroking his staff helped very little, though he sighed deeply, his enjoyment apparent. Looking up, she saw ecstacy in his eyes, his fully exposed fangs proving his arousal. Running her tongue down his cold chest, she didn't bother to stop when she reached his pale pubic hair. When he stiffened fully, both his body and his penis, she wrapped her mouth around the tip. "No, I fear that area is out of the question while you are still in 'first feeding' period," he laughed, running his finger under her chin. "Perhaps when you learn to control the strength of your bite." Her head was guided upward, as LaCroix slumped down, offering his neck. "Let me show you our erogenous zone. Sex, vampire style, so to speak." "I...I don't think I could..." Bite his neck? The thought made her nervous, too much like feeding from a living source. LaCroix began to nibble, very lightly, across her shoulder, unfastening her bra with one hand. Natalie began to shake with anticipation as he slid the garment away and leaned back far enough to look downwards. Grinning slyly, he muttered as he traced the shape of her breasts. "No wonder my Nicholas has been so mesmerized, so enamored, with you. He truly knows beauty at the height of perfection." His hands ran through her hair as she let herself slump against his body, her hardened nipples rubbing against him. Teeth nibbled at her neck, not even hard enough to scratch the skin. Giggling, she pushed against his mouth harder, daring him, begging him, to bite while suddenly wanting to do the same to him. Twisting her head, she discovered with delight she instinctively knew where his vein was. The first attempt was clumsy, not breaking beneath the skin. "Like everything, this takes practice and you've yet to feed off living prey," LaCroix whispered, his cool tongue entering her ear. Again. Her canines broke through flesh and muscle, gliding into the vein easily. LaCroix moaned, running his hands down her body to peel away her hose and panties. "So talented already," he rasped. As she drank, he slid into her wetness, thrusting slowly, then with more strength as Natalie tried to sip slowly. Otherwise his erection would end, the last thing she wanted to happen. She tasted his amazement in her ability to arouse him so easily, his pride in her intelligence and grace, and his anticipation at the centuries ahead with his new daughter. Natalie also learned of her last few minutes as a mortal. LaCroix had given Nicholas the choice of letting her die or bringing her across. Nick had chosen death, a decision his master deemed "wise" until he asked for an end to his existence as well. LaCroix's love for Nick as a son never seemed genuine to her until she tasted the intensity of the emotion. The Ancient Vampire could be cruel, yet in the end, he truly believed he new what was best for his Nicholas. In this case it was her. Though LaCroix apparently did not have enough blood remaining in his system to expel semen, Natalie knew he'd reached orgasm when he let out a loud, growling moan. His body jerked, breaking her bite. Keeping her in his arms, their eyes met. After seconds of silence, he breathed in deeply and raised both eyebrows. "Oh, God..." She may not have climaxed, but that was the best damn thing she'd ever experienced. Never mind LaCroix was the sort the put his own pleasure above hers. All the years of dreaming, all the years of waiting for Nick to become mortal so they could safely... "OH, MY GOD!" Thrusting LaCroix away, she reached out for the remainder of her clothes and attempted to cover herself. "What have I done?" LaCroix was already gathering his own garments, all evidence of his sexual readiness gone except for bloody stains around his neck and groin. "As I said earlier, we cannot fight nature. I am your master, you are my creation. We are sexual creatures, even more so than mortals." "Nick...How could I have done this to him?" Holding his clothing, he stood above her, staring down, very amused. "Do you think that I did not share Janette with him? Oh, do not look at me with such shock, my dear Natalie. I assure you, this is not an issue I will force. I am quite capable of finding my own playmates." "Natalie! What..." Nick stood on the stairs, his mouth open in shock. Natalie forced herself to watch as he looked from her to his master. "LaCroix, how could you?!" The tone was one of shock, disappointment. "How could ask to stake..." "Not that...Natalie did he...did he...force you?" Shame filled Natalie's thoughts. "No," she whispered as softly as possible though the word seemed to echo through the loft. "Really, Nicholas! Always so accusing of me," LaCroix said, walking up the stairs. "I could use a shower." Natalie watched as he paused in front of his son. They stared at each other, the older vampire smirking, the younger one near tears. LaCroix nodded toward her, "What are you waiting for? It is turn." The sound of his giggle lingered after he'd entered the bathroom. >>>>>>>>>> LaCroix ceased giggling after entering the bathroom. Nicholas' expression had been priceless, yet he couldn't shake the feeling there was something with what he'd just done with Natalie. Not that LaCroix hadn't enjoyed the sex with Dr. Lambert, it had been a most stimulating encounter, though a bit tame for his tastes. The remarks he'd said about sharing were merely harmless teasing. He'd brought Natalie across for his son's pleasure, not his own. Ah, well, this mood was probably just a symptom of his exhaustion and would pass with rest. Momentarily considering a shower, LaCroix decided a bath was what he really desired. More relaxing, though Nick's ordinary bathtub was no match for the double whirlpool tub in his living area at the Raven. No matter, the water would still give him the sensation of warmth, a good soaking the time to muse over the night's events. While the tub filled, he looked around for an alternative to the soap on a rope. Of course there wasn't one. He slid the bit of mortal silliness off the shower nozzle and took a washcloth from the neat stack on the sink before stepping into the tub, allowing himself to slump into the water in a most undignified, but comfortable, fashion. He then preceded to scrub his groin area, cleansing himself of Natalie's bloody wetness, allowing himself no small amount of pleasure in the process. This daughter had potential in many areas. ***** Natalie was beautiful. She stood below the stairs, holding a scrap of material against her chest. It was an useless attempt at modesty. Nick gazed at her through tear blurred eyes, admiring the roundness of her figure, the firmness of her breasts. The cloth was too short to reach her pubic area and her damp nest called to him, causing his fangs to start their descent, his dick to begin stiffening. "Nick, you're staring." "Oh." He moved down the stairs, past Natalie, and picked up LaCroix's coat from the sofa. "Let me wrap this around you." She stepped away from the offer. "I think it is a bit too late for that." Disbelief echoed with her laughter. "I mean, it is rather ridiculous for me to be standing here trying to cover myself with a scrap. LaCroix and I weren't exactly playing Twister." "Nat, it's my fault, not yours. I took too much. LaCroix let me decide whether or not..." "Oh, I know, Nick. I tasted it in his blood! You chose death for yourself me after promising we'd be together whatever happened." Her eyes were glowing with anger. "We were going to be!" "In death, Nick! Asking LaCroix to kill you was still suicide! The past few days have been the worst of my life, and admittedly killing myself did cross my mind, but how would that honor Laura or Tracy? HOW?" "I...I don't..." Damn, he was crying again. In front of LaCroix was bad enough. He needed to be strong right now, for Natalie's sake. He squeezed his eyes shut, turning away from her. The coat dropped to the floor. "Nick." Her voice was soft now. A gentle finger wiped a tear from his cheek. "Nick, if you can't be mortal, at least I can be a vampire. This is something that has crossed my mind more than once. Admittedly, I thought you'd be my creator, not that...that ancient Roman asshole." "He'll pay for what he did." "Open your eyes and look at me." Complying, he found himself gazing deeply into hers. Somehow changed now that she'd been brought across, yet still intelligent and full of love. "I've never understood the cravings you feel until now. LaCroix did suggest I wait for you. I couldn't. The urge was too strong, I couldn't fight it. He was just...being LaCroix. Fighting with him will make him angry, and this whole fiasco worse. He took something from me that can never be replaced, but I was hardly a virgin to begin with." Natalie stroked Nick's check with her hand. "After all, he's given us the precious gift of a life together." "Not the kind I wanted," Nick said. "The blood on your legs is your womb cleansing itself for the last time. We'll never have a baby, never be a normal family." "Look at it this way, now I've got eternity to find a cure, and I ." Her arm reached behind him, stroking the back of his head. He leaned down, planting his lips fully against hers. Their tongues met, twisting and playing before he allowed his to enter her mouth, exploring her small but sharp fangs. When Nick pulled her close, she moved rhythmically against him, reaching her hand between their bodies to unbutton the top of his silk pajamas. Task completed, he felt her hand run down his chest and began to pull the bottoms down, kneeling in the process. "My God, Nick! If it makes you feel better, LaCroix had trouble getting a hard-on." "Maybe the protein shakes are working wonders,"he muttered, lifting one leg, then the other so she could slip the pants off him. "Then again, he getting old." Her hands stroked his staff, fondled his balls, making him forget everything but this remarkable woman. Lifting her from the floor, Nick guided her toward the sofa, falling backwards, Natalie still in his embrace. "Don't stop, Nat. Please." "I wouldn't dream of it Nicholas Knight." Raising on her hands and knees, she began licking his penis, circling it with her tongue, teasing the tip with kisses. A moan of pleasure escaped Nick. "Bite me." She started kissing a path up his stomach. "Bite me down there," he pleaded. "I trust you. Please, bite me." There was some hesitancy as her fangs tickled the skin, then the sudden rush of pure, unrestrained sexual pain and pleasure as she bit. Over and over her tongue played across his staff while he allowed his body to dance, moving in rhythm with Natalie's sucking. Because he'd been fed well after being staked, Nick had to restrain himself from expelling his semen, knowing the best was yet to come. Sitting up enough to tickle her chin, forcing Natalie to break her bite, he whispered, "Let's roll over so I can do something for you." Guiding her, they maneuvered so he was facing her bush, his dick rubbing her stomach. Burying his nose in her pubic hair, Nick smelled deeply, breathing in the scent of her blood he'd known for so long. The odor was of a field of wild flowers on a Spring day, mixed with fresh strawberries, ripe and ready for picking. He tasted her draining blood with his tongue, briefly regretting the loss of childbirth it represented. The thought lingered for only a second before being replaced with the love he tasted. True, there was a touch of regret that she'd never again eat her favorite foods or see a sunrise, at least not unless she found a cure. These emotions, however, were overwhelmed by anticipation as she looked forward to flying, to eternal youth, for an eternity of moments like this with Nick. Knowing he wouldn't be able to contain himself much longer, Nick turned. They kissed as he slid his throbbing penis into her. "I love you, Natalie. With all my heart, all that is within me, I love you." She sunk her teeth into his neck as he began moving within her. Carefully keeping his thoughts pleasing and reassuring, Nick, through his blood, promised her the world. They'd travel, seeing all sorts of unbelievable wonders, experiencing endless, magnificent adventures. And every day, every night, would be like this moment. Full of love, togetherness and sex. Nick's semen exploded from him and into Natalie with the most intense orgasmic force he'd ever known. He thrust deeply again and again, growling, not bother to stifle his sounds of pleasure.. Finally, his exhausted body slumped over Natalie. "Oh, God, Nick," she panted. "Oh, God! If I'd known it'd be like this, I'd have you bring me across years ago." He kissed her. "It isn't vampiric nature, it's you, Natalie. You're the best." "You once told me vampire couldn't experience love." "I was wrong, Natalie. Oh, I was wrong." They hugged tightly, Nick never wanting to leave her arms. "It'll be dawn soon. You'll need sleep." "I do feel drowsy. But, geez, Nick, I'm a mess. Care to shower?" Nick looked toward the stairs, mentally tweaking his link with their Master, a trick Natalie would learn soon enough. "LaCroix's fallen asleep. Wait here. I want to have a talk with him." He untangled himself from Nat's arms, reaching down to retrieve his pajama bottoms. "Nick, I know you're upset with him. Hell, upset with him, but I'm not totally innocent." After stepping into the pants, he kissed her, then brushed her cheek with his. "No, it's not about what happened between you two... How can I not understand that? Drinking blood is not the only urge we have that is hard to control." Though he suspected she knew, Nick had never admitted to the sexual encounters he'd had with Janette before she'd left Toronto. "If I'd brought you across in the first place, I'd have been with you when the First Lust hit." "He brought me across for Nick, out of his love for you as his son." "I know. I just...he just...Nat, he's going to be moving on, with or without me." "Then let's get packed." ********** "LaCroix, wake up!" "Huh? Oh, Nicholas." He sat up, rubbing his face with a dripping wet hand, almost regretting leaving his dream behind. He'd been reliving an orgy in Pompeii, one celebrating some minor victory or the other. The event was memorable in that Divia had been conceived, plus he'd personally castrated a Senator who'd passed out drunk after daring to question General Lucius' tactical judgment. "Natalie and I want to shower. You can take the bed if you want." LaCroix stood and stepped out of the tub, drying off with the towel Nicholas handed him. "The sofa will be adequate. You two love birds will need a larger nest." His son seemed to be in control now, the total angst and sorrow gone for now. There was a lingering sensation of displeasure at LaCroix, though surprisingly mild. Perhaps the events of this night were bringing his Nicholas back into the fold. "I'm afraid my journey will have to wait until tomorrow night." "Natalie will need your help packing. I've managed to get the inquest into Tracy's death postponed until 8 p.m. due to my 'sun allergy'. I'll resign at that time, then we can leave after the questioning." "You and Natalie are coming with me? Aren't these investigations rather lengthy?" "I...I don't care. I'll merely answer the first round of questions, then disappear. Natalie agrees with my decision and will willingly come with us." LaCroix smiled. "I'm sure Aristotle will do his usual outstanding work. Perhaps one of my South American plantations? One has recently been modernized." Nick shrugged. "Doesn't matter. Nat and I just want to be together." "Of course. How disgustingly sweet." LaCroix picked his wet washcloth up from the bathtub, using it to wipe stains from around Nicholas' mouth. "There's blood on your face." At first, Nicholas pulled back, then he grinned. "This takes me back a few centuries or more." "Agreed. You always were a messy feeder." "You should know Natalie is still going to search for a cure," Nicholas said hesitantly. "Since there is no such thing, I won't object if that is how she wants to waste her endless time. As for now, I must rest. Go fetch your lover." Nodding, the younger vampire turned to leave. "Nicholas," LaCroix said, the thought of apologizing for his actions with Natalie once again crossing his mind. "Yeah?" The intention suddenly seemed a folly. LaCroix did not like to voice his regrets, and truthfully, Natalie, by right of creation, was his to do with as he pleased. In this case, what pleased him was Nicholas' acceptance of the way his life be, instead of some fantasy of living in a mortal world. His acknowledgment of the need to move on was proof enough of this change in his outlook. Therefore, no apologize was needed. The matter was solved. "Make sure you and our Natalie get at least a few hours sleep between play sessions as there is must to do." "Sure... and LaCroix, I plan to share." LaCroix raised his eyebrows. He'd never heard Nicholas speak with such matter-of-factness. "I don't intend for you to do anything of the sort, I assure you." They gripped hands, eyes meeting. "You truly are my closest friend LaCroix, my...master and father, even if you are an evil bastard." LaCroix grinned as the younger vampire left the room. Let the boy alone screw Natalie if he so insisted, but the victory belonged to the master. For now and all eternity, Nicholas was his son. THE END