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So there.
Lyrics from
"One Night in Bangkok" from the musical "Chess." Don't know
who wrote it,
published it or performed it.
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others, please
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and complaints to mollyschneider@prodigy.net.
This is a long
one, and there's a bit of a wait for the juicy parts--and
oh, yeah, I
know I used too many adjectives. Sorry.
One Night in
Byzantium
Copyright 1998
by Molly Schneider
"One Night in
Bangkok and the world's your oyster
Not much between
despair and ecstasy."
"Where is he?"
Janette flinched at the wrath in her master's voice, and
shrunk back
in her chair as he took a pace around the room. It was,
perhaps surprisingly,
a cozy room, with its carpets and hangings, its
painted walls
and low furniture, all bathed in a golden glow by the oil
lamps.
LaCroix's mood sliced through the warm ambiance like a dagger of
ice. "He
is young yet," she said, "and easily distracted. "I'm sure he
will be here
soon."
**********
Nicholas was
drunk, or so it seemed to him. Not deeply drunk, but the
blood of the
women he'd killed earlier surged through his veins, making
each nerve ending
vibrate deliciously and expanding his vampiric senses
even more.
The only sensation he knew to compare it with was the sweet
headiness of
wine.
The sky above
the crowded streets of Constantinople seemed deep and
glowing, every
pinprick star a precious jewel. A life, he thought,
wondering.
If each star is a life, do they look down on us and
see--stars?
He took a deep breath to taste the rich air--incense and
cookfires, perfumed
bodies and unwashed ones, spice and sweat and the
dust of centuries.
He laughed with the sheer joy of it, and leaned
against the
nearest wall. It must have been a government building or a
church:
the façade was covered with an intricate mosaic, thousands of
tiny tesserae
joined with artistry. He traced the stone tiles, his face
only inches
away. These faces, how they seemed to breathe with ruddy
life!
And--wings. He looked closer. How could these simple stones
create such
a vivid picture of great golden wings?
A hand tucked
itself under his arm. "Have a little too much tonight?" a
sympathetic
male voice asked. He shook the hand off, impatiently,
without looking
at the man. The hand came back. "Shall I see you to
your door?"
Something snapped
in him, then, some blackness he'd been barely aware of
leaped up his
throat and out through his eyes, his fangs. In an instant
he'd dragged
the man deep into the shadows and drained him. The extra
influx of blood
on top of what he'd already drank made him giddy. He
barely remembered
to slit the man's throat with his dagger and take his
purse to make
it look like a robbery before he hurried away. He kept to
the narrow alleys
and dark passages on the way home; his brief life as a
vampire had
not yet subdued the panicky feeling he felt after a kill, as
though he expected
any minute to hear "Stop! Murderer!" following after
him.
"He tries my
patience, Janette," LaCroix told his daughter, who was
relieved that
he was at least sitting down now, a glass close to hand.
"Have I not
given him whatever he needs, whatever he wishes? Have I not
taught him well?
And where is my recompense?"
"I think," she said carefully, "he does not know what you want."
LaCroix glared at her.
"He is from a
different world than you, cher maitre. He was raised to
believe it was
a sin for there to be desire between two men."
An eyebrow quirked
higher. "And why should this matter to him now? He
is beyond all
the superstitions of mortals."
She shrugged.
"Perhaps not yet. And then, too, perhaps he simply
cannot see your
desire."
"And perhaps
he's just obstinate. If he will not give, Janette. . .I
can always take."
She came to him
and knelt by his side. "Do not hurt him, please. You
know that you
do not need to do that, to get what you want." He raised
a hand to caress
her dark locks. Such creatures of beauty and grace,
these children
of his. He had not always been so fortunate . . .
"Retire if you
wish, my dear, and do not fear for your brother. If he
does not come
soon, I shall go and bring him home. And I will not hurt
him, tonight."
LaCroix watched
her walk away in a rustle of crimson that matched almost
exactly the
blood in his glass. He tilted the bowl of the glass over
the flame of
a nearby lamp to warm it. No, he would not hurt
Nicholas--not
yet. Rape had its pleasures, but not when you had to live
with the victim
afterwards. Besides, that was not what he wanted.
Nicholas had
a sensuous nature, that had been clear from the start. He
wanted to enjoy
that sensuality to its fullest.
A frantic banging
on the entry door interrupted his musings. "It's me,
Nicholas!
Let me in!" His newest child nearly fell into the room when
LaCroix opened
the door. He groped for a chair and stumbled into it.
"Where have you been? And whatever is the matter with you?"
"I drank too
much." Nicholas leaned his head back against the wall,
closed his eyes
and -- now that he was safely home -- laughed softly.
"How many?"
"Two at first.
Whores. Beautiful. But then I was coming home and a
man . . ."
He frowned and stopped. There was something there he didn't
want to talk
about, not with LaCroix, in any event. But his master
prompted him:
"A man?"
Nicholas slid
his eyes away from the commanding figure towering over
him. "He
thought I was drunk. He said he'd see me home. He wouldn't
leave me alone."
Ah, now, this
is interesting, thought the Roman. He laid his cool palm
deliberately
against Nicholas' flushed cheek and tilted his face
upward.
"And did you enjoy him, mon protégé?"
Nicholas couldn't
find words. He remembered the lust he'd drunk in the
man's veins,
mingled with another emotion he did not know the word for:
the man had
been in awe of Nicholas' beauty, had wanted to touch it,
worship it .
. . "Yes," he whispered.
Good, LaCroix
thought. Very good. He removed his hand and helped
Nicholas to
his feet. "A bath, first, then bed."
"A bath?" Nicholas protested. "But I took a bath just a few days ago."
"And since then
you've been wandering the streets, drinking in the
delights of
the city, and now you need another one. Besides, Nicholas,
bathing is a
pleasurable thing."
"Well, yes,"
he admitted.
One of their
servant's last duties before being sent home for the
evening was
to stoke the boiler for the hypocaust. Here in this ancient
city one could
still find houses with such things, and LaCroix
appreciated
the convenience of having his bathwater hot, without waiting
for it to boil.
He filled the deep stone tub for his child, who dropped
his clothes
absently and stood stroking the wall, shivering at the
sensation of
the plaster under his fingertips, until LaCroix said, "In
with you now."
Nicholas slipped
into the water and sighed with contentment. Oils of
frankincense
and cedar floated shimmering on the surface; he breathed
deeply of the
aromatic steam. Now that his panic had faded he barely
remembered the
man he'd killed, or why. His master picked up the sponge
floating on
the water and started to bathe him. Nicholas chuckled a
little.
"I can bathe myself, LaCroix; I'm not a child."
"You're my child,"
the other responded with a smile, and went on.
Nicholas lay
back, languid, and watched the sponge moving over his
flesh, and the
hand that held it. Strange, he thought. Such strong
hands and yet
so gentle. He raised his eyes to look at LaCroix's face.
Yes, the one
who had made him was strong, he had felt it when first they
met. That
strength had drawn him as a needle to a lodestone. So often
in his life
what had seemed eternal, unchanging, had fallen away from
him. His
father, Gwynneth, God's holy war. . .ideas, only ideas. But
LaCroix was
real. LaCroix wasn't going anywhere.
The face he looked
at was serene, the piercing eyes half-lowered to his
task.
Nicholas felt as if he had been in the tub forever. The gentle
swaying of the
warm water lulled him; the rhythmic motion of the sponge
along his limbs--"Lean
forward. I'll do your back." He obeyed, bracing
his hands on
the tub's rim and dropping his head. The sponge moved in
long strokes
up his back. He gasped, and clutched the rim tighter. The
sensation was
almost unbearable--and then the sponge moved over his
shoulders, and
up the back of his neck. He felt as though he were
drowning.
"LaCroix," he managed. "I think that's enough."
"Yes, I think
so," his master said calmly. "You do smell better. Can
you get out
by yourself?"
"Yes."
He clambered over the side and went to stand over the grate in
the floor where
LaCroix poured a jug of clear rinse water over him.
"Dry yourself
off. I'll go get you a clean chemise."
He toweled off.
The man he'd killed tonight. . . LaCroix . . . the way
LaCroix touched
him, so casually. . . Somewhere a voice locked deep in
his mind was
hammering to get out, but he couldn't trace it. Maybe he
didn't want
to.
Nicholas settled
on his bed with a deeply contented sigh. At least one
mortal pleasure
had not been altered for him by his vampire nature: the
sheer bliss
of relaxing totally into clean crisp sheets.
"Better?"
He opened his eyes to find LaCroix leaning over him. The
incongruity
of his imperious master acting like the nursemaid of his
babyhood made
him chuckle.
"Yes, Papa," he said in an attempt at babytalk. "All better now."
LaCroix smiled
back at him and, sitting on the edge of the bed, smoothed
a stray golden
lock back from Nicholas' forehead. The hint of a frown
creased his
son's forehead. "LaCroix," he asked seriously, "are you
angry at me?
For killing so many?"
"Did you hide your kills properly, as I taught you to do?"
"Yes. I was careful."
"Then, no, I'm
not angry at you. But you must learn to keep your wits
about you at
all times, Nicholas. We are powerful, our kind, but we are
not invincible."
His hand was
still stroking Nicholas' hair. It felt good. Soothing,
like a cool
rain. Nicholas nestled his head against it. It stilled for
the briefest
moment, then brushed against his cheek and slid under his
hair to cup
the back of his neck. He sighed as the strong agile fingers
found the last
remaining knots of tension in his neck. "Better?"
murmured LaCroix.
He was suddenly
aware of the weave of the linen under his back, the tiny
heartbeat of
a moth clinging to the windowframe, the hushed voice of a
woman singing
somewhere deep in the maze of passages and courtyards.
Acutely, intensely
aware of the face only inches from his own--the full,
almost sulky,
lips; the moonsmooth lids half-veiling the blue eyes.
" . . . Yes .
. ." he managed, aware that he was agreeing to something
more, but not
sure what it was.
Then he was being
kissed. So simple, at first: a firm press of the lips
like he would
have received from any male friend in that other life, so
long ago.
But the pressure eased and the lips lingered, caressing,
sucking softly.
His own lips parted in response, without any conscious
will on his
part, and the tip of a cool tongue snaked between them,
tracing the
sensitive inner rim of his lower lip. He moaned softly, and
pulled away.
"Shh, mon fils." LaCroix stroked his face.
"I--I don't--what
are you doing?" He couldn't think straight, not with
those hands
moving on him, that powerful body so close to him. LaCroix
gave him no
answer, but for the return of his mouth on Nicholas'. This
time that tongue
worked its way deeper, like the questing tendrils of a
grapevine.
He found his own twining with it, his mouth opening hungrily
under LaCroix's,
his arms reaching up to wrap around the column of his
master's neck.
He drank deeply, not of LaCroix's blood, but of a
stronger, more
elusive essence. It was only the sound of cloth ripping
underneath his
nails that brought him back to his senses.
He broke free
from the embrace, pressing himself against the headboard,
staring wide-eyed
at his companion. LaCroix's chemise hung from his
shoulders, but
his eyes were calm. "What is the trouble, then?" he
asked.
"I'm a man,"
Nicholas declared flatly. LaCroix permitted himself the
ghost of a smile.
"I had noticed." He waited. He was good at waiting.
"It's--it's not natural."
"As could be
said of our very existence. This existence that has given
you such pleasure,
such sensations, this same night." One hand began an
oh-so-casual
journey along Nicholas' shoulder, across his collarbone . .
. "To seize
our pleasure from the very jaws of death and in doing so to
triumph--is
that not the essence of our nature, Nicholas? To stand
before that
mocking negation and declare ourselves *alive*--to refuse to
accept the bargain
death would force upon us and to take, not what we
can get, but
what we *will*?"
He spoke with
a mesmerizing passion and Nicholas stared into his eyes,
seeing not the
pale blue orbs, but endless corridors of light and
shadow.
Possibilities, horizons, stretching out forever: his for the
taking.
"Yes," he breathed.
LaCroix, in a
reverie of his own, had almost forgotten why he was here.
Now, brought
to himself, he looked at the shining countenance below
him. He
had intended to seduce, not to ask, but ask he did: "May I
show you pleasure
this morning, my beloved son?"
"I'm afraid."
"Of me?"
Nicholas hesitated,
shook his head. No. He believed LaCroix capable of
hurting him
out of anger, but never out of a joy in cruelty. No.
LaCroix would
care for him. He was afraid of something, but its nature
eluded him.
He caught LaCroix's wandering hand in his own and pressed a
kiss on his
palm. "Show me, cher maitre."
With one lithe
gesture the chemise was disposed of, over the side of the
bed, and LaCroix
took his protégé in his arms. Eros guided him with
the
surety of a
god. His hands moved up and down the long muscles of his
golden one's
back as he pressed him close, their chests and bellies
meeting with
a shiver of joy. His lips moved over the other's
face--eyes,
cheeks, mouth--until Nicholas tossed his head back and
groaned.
Then his mouth made contact with that throat, sucking and
licking in a
fervor of desire.
Nicholas' legs
were twined around his, his arms holding LaCroix tight.
His groans deepened
as LaCroix worked his throat. "Shh," LaCroix
breathed against
that sensitive flesh. "Easy, now."
He moved down
his favorite's chest, teasing the nipples into hard buds
of desire even
as his hands soothed the tense body underneath him.
"Easy.
We have all the time in the world."
Lost. Nicholas
was lost in a world of sensation, as drunk as he had
been earlier.
He marveled at the silky ripple of the muscles in the
marble-hard
flesh under his hands. His nipples warmed under the wet
tongue, then
contracted with pain and pleasure as needle-sharp fangs
pricked at them.
The hands stroking his flanks taught his muscles the
languorous rhythm
of tense-and-release, hinting at rhythms yet to come.
LaCroix paused
to look down at his son. The sensuality he'd known was
there was blossoming
like some ripe and fragrant flower of the night.
He ran a finger
over the rosepetal mouth and was pleased when a gleaming
fang pierced
it. He had known before he'd begun that tonight was for
Nicholas; that
what rewards he would reap for himself would come from
satisfying the
desires he awakened in his protégé. No matter: such
rewards were
none the less satisfying, for all that.
Nicholas had
only just become aware that he was hard, achingly hard, in
fact.
Now a teasing caress moved the length of his shaft, bringing his
erection into
painful focus. "LaCroix--" he growled. His foreskin was
rolled back,
cool fingers stroking the tender surface of his exposed
glans.
His hips jerked and his heels dug into the mattress. A hand
pumped his cock,
just long enough to tease, before gathering his scrotum
in a firm grip.
LaCroix laughed
softly, holding the struggling vampire down against the
sheets.
He waited until the other was still, only the gleam of an amber
eye betraying
impatience, before continuing his exploration. He leaned
over Nicholas'
erection. Pausing briefly to brush his mouth over the
straining cock,
he sought out the tender creases where Nicholas' thighs
joined his pelvis,
where his scrotum hung against his perineum. He took
a deep, open-mouthed
breath, savoring the rich musk of his son's
arousal.
"LaCroix. . ."
desperate hands clutched at his head. "Please." The old
one uncoiled
like an albino tomcat, stretching along his chosen one's
side to purr
into his ear. "But what is this, Nicholas? We've just
started."
The younger man
turned his head on the pillow to face his master. "I
don't know what
I'm supposed to do," he confessed.
"You're supposed
to enjoy it, Nicholas. Like the bath. Like the bed.
Just--enjoy."
Eyes paling to the colour of marsh-gas held Nicholas'. A
demon, he thought,
awed: a demon of burning snow. What have I become
that this demon
inspires in me not horror, but a fierce joy? Ah, I am
truly damned,
for he is glorious, glorious, and I cannot think
otherwise.
The demon bent
over him again and this time wrapped its mouth around
Nicholas' aching
cock. So cool was it's spit, and yet so warm. He
groaned, and
began to rock his hips, guided by the demon's hands. His
vision blurred,
melding with his other senses. A ripple of drunken
laughter outside
pattered along his skin like raindrops; spices bloomed
under his fingers
as he ran them through short white hair as sharp as
splinters, as
soft as ash. The rhythm of his demon's mouth and of his
own thrusts,
the glow of the oil lamps wound themselves into a tighter
knot.
The moment stopped,
and stretched. This was it, this was everything.
That essence
he'd drunk from LaCroix's mouth, the breath of dawn, the
clean sheets--call
it pleasure or sensation or triumph. It was Life.
And he was part
of it--he was alive! He felt the vibration along the
back of his
throat before he realized that it was the muezzin's voice
lifted across
the sky, and not his own, and so he laughed out loud,
fierce and exulting
as he flooded LaCroix's mouth.
"Drink," whispered
his demon, his saint, and he opened his mouth to the
richness of
eternity.
The constant
noise of the city lulled slightly just after dawn for the
space of an
hour, maybe--a lull which cradled small children in their
last sweet dreams
of the night, brushed a gentle hand over the furrowed
brow of scholars
and mages, revived the artisan and laborer for the
coming day.
A lull which wrapped lovers in the tender arms of the
afterglow of
their passion.
There was an
old, thickwalled house deep in this city. Its latticed
windows were
tightly shuttered and would remain so through the day.
Inside a small
room off the scented courtyard two figures of ivory and
alabaster lay
entwined on the low bed.
Nicholas, his
eyes still closed, pressed the tip of his tongue lightly
against his
lover's smooth chest. LaCroix stirred. His erection had
subsided only
slightly while he waited for his protégé to recover.
A
tender-rough
hand moved across the arch of his ribs, traced a lazy
circle around
his navel. "Nicholas." He intended to point out that he
had not yet
achieved *his* release and would his dear child leave off
teasing him,
when the hand closed around his cock and began a strong,
sure stroking.
A groan escaped him, and Nicholas' mouth curved in a
wicked grin.
"I'm impressed, LaCroix," he drawled.
"I'm . . . gratified,"
the other said weakly, then quick as a striking
snake he seized
his lover and rolled. Nicholas let out a startled
"ooph!" as he
was flung on his back, his master leaning over him. "Oh,
don't stop,
Nicholas," breathed LaCroix, "I shouldn't like it at all if
you stopped."
Nicholas resumed his ministrations, LaCroix pumping his
cock through
the tight fist. For long moments they said nothing,
tension building
in the breath hissing between their teeth.
He licked the
sensual face below him. Through their bond he felt
Nicholas shiver
inside, fearing his raw male power, yet drawn to him.
He subtly emphasized
that power, staring unyieldingly into his son's
eyes, leaning
over him. He savored the anticipation of the coming
penetration,
his cock taking possession of that virgin territory. He
allowed some
of that anticipation to escape down the link to the man
beneath him.
Nicholas caught
his breath; his hand stilled on the demanding cock.
"Don't stop,
mon fils, mon desir." That voice was like velvet, like
darkness in
his ear. God, what was he to do! He knew what LaCroix
wanted, and
honour demanded that he not back out now. Yet he felt
acutely the
ruthless strength of the being hovering over him, the
unyielding power,
the lust, the possessiveness. Part of him wanted--no,
needed--to be
wanted that strongly. It was easy with women: from
childhood he
was used to them smiling on him. Few men yet had ever seen
him as other
than a rival, certainly no one had wanted him as LaCroix
wanted him,
had wanted him from the beginning. There was fear in him,
though: fear
of being carried away to where there was no turning back.
LaCroix shifted
position, sitting back on his heels while still pumping
into Nicholas'
hand. "That's it. Yes." He parted Nicholas' thighs,
lifting them--"No,
don't stop. You'll know when to stop." He noted
without comment
his son's growing erection, and leaned forward again,
lifting the
other's legs around his waist. His lips brushed the other's
ear. "Do
you wish to please me, Nicholas?" A pause, then "yes,"
half-sobbed.
"Yes, I know you do."
He took Nicholas'
hand from his cock, guided it to his shoulder,
stroking his
son's waist. Slipping his hands under to cup those sweetly
rounded buttocks
he lifted Nicholas' ass and leaned the head of his cock
against that
secret opening.
"No!" Nicholas
cried out, and thrashed under him, trying to escape.
LaCroix's grip
tightened. "Shh. Easy. Calm yourself." The struggle
subsided.
"Do you now what we're going to do now, Nicholas?"
"You--you--you're going to--take me--"
"Yes. You're going to pleasure me, Nicholas, and I you."
"I can't! I can't!"
"Yes, you can. Put aside your fear. Trust me."
There was no response from the panting, trembling figure on the bed.
"Open your eyes,
Nicholas. Look at me." Slowly, bravely, those
celestial eyes
turned on him. Childlike eyes, wanting so to trust.
LaCroix put
his fingers to his mouth, licking them, and wet his cock.
Nicholas whimpered
a little. LaCroix leaned his forehead against his
son's, breathed
"Open yourself to me, Nicholas. Let me in." Digging
his fingertips
into the pressure points at the top of Nicholas'
buttocks, he
eased the head of his cock just inside him.
It hurt, but
not as much as he'd expected. He felt the tight ring of
muscle in his
ass throb around the invading cock, felt LaCroix waiting
for him.
"Yes, Nicholas. Let me in." Another inch or two slipped in;
he experimented,
tightening and releasing his inner muscles around
LaCroix.
"That's it. Yes. Take your time."
A bone-deep,
soul-deep sense of relief rushed through him. He wrapped
his legs tighter
around LaCroix, drawing him in. His master pushed the
entire length
of his cock inside him and he moaned again, this time from
pleasure.
"Yes," he sighed.
LaCroix fucked
him. Deep, thoroughly, taking possession of this lost
golden child,
claiming him. He led them surely up the steep slopes of
passion, his
heart swelling as he watched Nicholas' eyes flare golden,
his lips curl
back in the vampire rictus, exposing his fangs. "That's
it, mon desir,
mon plaisir, mon amant. Yessss. . ." He quickened the
pace, working
that tight hot passage with deep, long strokes, feeling
his own Change
come over him.
Vampire eyes
fixed on vampire eyes. Snarls and growls rose together in
the closeness
of the small chamber, viciously powerful bodies slammed
together in
a communion of the animal and the angelic. The barriers
between soul
and body crumbled under the heat of a desire so strong it
could defy time
and death.
"Mine!" LaCroix hissed. "You are mine, forever!"
"Yes!" Nicholas
screamed. "Take me, for the love of heaven and hell,
take me!"
Then the fangs
sank into his throat and he felt the sudden throb of his
blood into LaCroix's
mouth. He turned his head, guided by a strong
hand, and his
master's blood flooded his own mouth, all the richness of
a long and complex
life filling him. He came against LaCroix's belly,
felt LaCroix
coming inside him, felt them joined by their come and their
spit and their
blood.
They were one,
for a moment in time. And, wrapping together in a
tighter knot
even as they fell away from each other, thought that moment
to be eternity.
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