Title: The Sequel (You're On The Air) Author: Lisa (moonlight@gnn.com) Rating: Explicit Pairing: Janette & Nick May 1996 The author gives permission for this story to be posted to the JADFE archive web page. This story may not be posted elsewhere without the permission of the author. ****************** Time ticked by -- second by second, minute by minute, hour by hour. The radio, once echoing with the sounds of the passion of LaCroix and Nat, had fallen into silence hours ago. Their passion was spent. Natalie had been brought across. She was now one with the night -- brought over by LaCroix at her own behest. For the occupant of the Caddy, time was frozen to the moment he first heard Nat's betrayal. His hands gripped the steering wheel of the Caddy. His eyes were unseeing, gazing blindly through the windshield. His ears were deaf, the noises of the city fell silent. Outwardly, there were no indications of movement, but his mind raced with thoughts and images of Nat. His Nat. So beautiful. So full of life. Vibrant. She was everything that he was not. Now that Nat was gone. He had treasured her humanity, and she had given it up. She had betrayed him and her humanity to LaCroix. "What did I do wrong? Why couldn't I save her?" Nick's thoughts dragged him closer and closer to the yawning abyss. The darkness of oblivion swirled around him, threatening to engulf him at any moment. And then, he was jolted back to his senses by the electrical tingle that signified the presence of another vampire. "Janette," he whispered, breaking the silence within the Caddy. "She's back." ************** Janette had been watching Nick for hours. As mad as she had been at him for his betrayal of her wishes, she still cared for him deeply -- loved him in fact. From the darkened recess of a doorway, she had allowed the despair coming from Nick to wash over her in waves. He had lured her back to Toronto with his pain. The connection between them reverberated with it. Now, as the dawn rapidly approached from the East, Janette knew that she must intervene or lose Nicolas to the burning brillance of dawn. She rapped gently on the passenger-side window of the car before opening the door and sliding inside. Nick looked upon her with eyes clouded by the pain of betrayal. "Oh, Nicolas," Janette whispered, "will you never learn?" She reached across the distance between them to wipe the blood red tears from his cheek. "You care so much for your little human friends, but you can't save them all. Dying or being brought across, what's the difference? In the end, they will live and die as they choose. They will do as they wish, just as we do." "But Janette, I thought she loved me. I thought she understood how evil and vile this existence is." Nick slumped over the steering wheel. His head drooped to rest in his hands. "Excuse me, Nicolas. But really, you must stop making these sweeping generalizations. I don't see anything vile about my existence. I do what I need to in order to survive. So should you -- and Natalie. Would you really rather her grow old and die?" "But, Janette, don't you see? I told her about LaCroix. I talked to her about him. If she had never met me, she would be safe. She would be alive." He glanced at Janette, desperate for her support, little blood red tears continued to leak out of his despair-filled face. "Nicolas, you are *so* naive sometimes. She was mortal; she was destined to die. She choice to live on as an immortal. Why do you blame yourself for the choice that she made? It was her decision; you did not drive her to it." Janette climbed out and walked around to the driver's side. She opened the door and nudged Nick to get him to slide over. "Move over. I'm driving you home before we both go up in smoke." Nick snapped out of his sobbing for a moment. He looked at Janette and asked, "You know how to drive?" Glaring at him out of the corner of her eye, Janette started the Caddy and headed to the loft. ************** After settling Nick on the couch, Janette wandered over to the refrigerator to get them some refreshments. Opening the fridge, she searched for the bottle of human blood she had given Nick for his last birthday. She quickly realized that her search was futile and that Nick had obviously imbibed her special vintage already. With a shiver of distaste, she grabbed a bottle of cow blood. After taking out two wine glasses, she moved to join Nick on the couch. Pouring them each a glass, Janette handed one to Nick. "Drink up Nicolas," she said. "You could use it." She then draped herself on the couch next to him. Even in the midst of his despair, Nick could not help but admire Janette's beauty. She moved like air. When she walked, she appeared to flow from one spot to the next. There was absolutely nothing jarring about her. Her voice was as soothing as a breeze on a hot, humid night. The beauty of her face had been his sun for a long time. She had been his to love for decades, nearly a century. He held her in the same fascination now as he had all those years ago. He was reminded of why he could not let her go, why he had disregarded her wishes and brought her back across. She sat next to him, unconsciously smoothing out her dress to prevent wrinkles. It never failed to amaze him that she could do the most ordinary thing and make it seem so sensual. His eyes followed her hands as they moved over the velvet softness of the dress. Wishing, not for the first time in this century, that his hands could once again run themselves over her body, he regretted all the years of separation that had been the result of his stubborn quest for mortality. //Why did I continue to reject her even after she wanted me back? How could I have been such a fool? How could I even attempt to find a replacement for her in my heart?// He thoughts were consumed with an undeniable truth. //All these years and I've never stopped loving her.// He stared at the love of his immortal life with dawning recognition. He wanted to luxuriate in the porcelain smoothness of her skin forever. He wanted to caress her body with the reverence that it deserved. He remembered all the times that he had built her desire for him to a fevered pitch. He remembered the point where they would both attain ecstasy and lose themselves in each other for a time. He was so afraid of losing her again that he had kept pushing her away, using his quest for mortality to keep himself safe from his feelings for her. //No more. Never again.// Janette talked on, unaware of the course that Nick's thoughts were taking. Her voice became a feather-light touch, adding to the desire that was building within him. It was as if her voice were a physical presence that rubbed itself across his skin. "Nicolas? Are you listening? Nicolas?" Janette asked. She reached out and placed her hand innocently on his knee. The physical contact of her hand on his knee shattered any control he might have had over his emotions. Any residual thoughts of Nat and LaCroix were driven out of his thoughts by his desire and love for Janette. He turned to face her. His eyes glowed red with his desire. "I need you, Janette," he whispered hoarsely. "You were right. My search for mortality has been the quest of a fool. I've been rejecting my nature and pushing you away because I was afraid. When you left me all those years ago because you needed to move on, I thought I would die from the loneliness and pain. You were my world. You were the reason I chose this existence. I was so afraid of losing you again. I don't want to be afraid anymore. All I want to do, all I've ever wanted to do, is love you -- heart and soul." "Oh, Nicolas," she whispered -- a beautiful half-smile gracing her face. Moving closer to him, until her lips were just barely touching his. Her breath caressed his face. "Mon amour. You are mine. You will always be mine -- heart and soul," she said in acceptance. Nick's kissed her softly, wanting to savor the taste of her lips. The sensual caress of her lips sent fire searing through his body, starting a burning at his core. "So long," he whispered, "it's been so long." He pulled her closer, wanting to feel her body against his. His tongue thrust into her mouth. It dipped in to begin a teasing battle with hers, thrusting and retreating, thrusting and retreating. He withdrew to place feather-light kisses along her jawline, on her eyelids, her forehead, her cheeks, down to her neck. He reveled in the scent of her. The heady scent of her perfume, nightblooming jasmine, filled his being. He gently caressed her face, running his hands softly across her skin, reveling in the feel of her. Pulling back, he stared into her eyes. His fingers ran across her lips, wondering at their silken texture. Everything about her was soft. He needs to feel her skin against his. The clothing that served to keep them separate was becoming a painful barrier. He slowly moved to push the straps of her dress off of her shoulders. She pulled away from him and stood up. Staring down at him, she slowly unzipped the dress. Her hands pushed it down, allowing it to drop in a heap to the floor. She wore no bra, only red silk panties and black stockings with garters. Her eyes never leaving his, she placed one foot on the couch between his legs. She unhooked the stockings from the garter. Reaching out her hand to him, she allowed their fingers to intertwine. She placed his hand at the top of her stocking and allowed his hands to follow hers as she slowly slide the silken material down her leg. She then repeated the procedure on the other leg. Finally, removing her panties, she placed a knee on either side of his body and straddled his waist. He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her closer. His lips sought her. He murmured softly, "My love. My Janette. So beautiful, so soft." Moments later Janette began to moan in pleasure as Nick's hands roamed over her body. His lips devoured her mouth. They traced a path down her neck to her breasts. She arched backward to allow him fuller access to her nipples. He placed feathered kisses over the fullness of her breasts. His mouth slowly moved from one pink-tipped nipple to the other, lavishing them each with attention. Janette threw back her head and gasped when Nick reached down between her legs. He eased a finger slowly into her velvet heat and teasingly back out. Every nerve in her body was sensitive to his touch. Her body was an open book to him. He knew where to caress, where to tease. He knew where to stroke her and for how long. There was no resisting his ministrations. He was her perfect lover. Her body began to rock in toward him in the uncontrollable rhythm of desire. Wanting to feel so much more than his finger inside of her, she reached down to unzipper his pants. He stopped her, grabbed her around the waist and laid her down on the couch. Quickly unbuttoning his shirt, he pulled it off and threw it into the corner. He then relieved himself of the rest of his clothes. He kneeled between her legs and used his tongue to take over the ministrations of his fingers. The raw scent of her overwhelmed his senses. He closed his eyes and breathed in deeply. He reveled in the scent of her. Everything that was Janette was found in the juices that flowed out from her core. There was nothing more intimate to him then the taste of her desire. He nuzzled his tongue in and out, savoring the taste of her. He delved deeply into her. His tongue plundered her depths, driving her pleasure higher and higher. Janette moaned. Her body was wracked with pleasure. She pressured her hips upward, thrusting and twisting in ecstasy. Her hands massaged her breasts, twirling around her nipples. "Nicolas," she breathed. "Yes, Nicolas." She ached for fulfillment. She longed to feel him within her. She pushed on his shoulders to let him know what she wanted. He looked up at her and gave her a lazy, sensual smile. He kissed her inner thigh and then her stomach. He thrust his tongue into her belly button, then slowly trailed his tongue up to one breast. He lapped at the soft swell of its underside, letting his fingers trail lightly across the nipple of the other. His mouth covered the little pink nub, teasing it with his tongue. Hearing Janette's moan, he left her breast and continue up to her neck and then to her lips. He kissed her deeply. Pressing his hips against hers, he allowed her to feel his hardness against her. He teased her with the promise of fulfillment, but he did not move. Her entire body ached to feel him inside of her. She needed him now. Opening her legs to receive him, she reached her arms around his hips and tried to force him into her. Not to be rushed, he pressed slowly into her velvety flesh. He allowed her to feel each inch of him moving in to fill her. He wanted her to feel him sheathed inside of her. With aching slowness, he pressed into her, penetrating her deeply, burying himself in her warmth. Staring into her eyes, he began a slow, building rhythm. He thrusted and she thrusted back. He stroked in and out, in and out. He penetrated her totally and then pulled out to tease her lovingly. He continued to fill her and then ease out, wanting to prolong the ecstasy. Varying the length and power of his strokes, he was consumed by the feel of her around him. When she began to undulate her hips to receive his thrusts, forcing him to plunge fully into her, his thrusting began to build in pitch. His strokes became shorter and quicker. He gripped her hips and pushed deeper into her, burying himself in her, moving faster and faster. She wound her legs around his hips, moving her hips up and down in a rhythm that matched his. He thrusted over and over again, faster and faster. His motions became more frenzied. His desire for release was becoming overpowering, all consuming. He threw his head back in ecstasy. His fangs were fully extended. He thrust into her, straining to contain his release, waiting for her to be ready. At the moment when he thought he would explode, she gripped his shoulders and pulled him down to her. Her fangs ready to strike. Their fangs sunk into flesh at the exact same moment. Together they exploded in orgasm. Their bodies rocked with the spasms of pure pleasure, total fulfillment. Their blood blended in sweet, consuming passion. They were one in all senses of the word. ********************* Across town, after a quick lesson in the dos and don'ts of vampire flight, Natalie left LaCroix at The Raven. She wanted to talk to Nick and attempt to explain why she had done what she did before he found out about it from someone else. Knowing Nick, she figured he would be very distraught about the situation and she planned to stay with him as long as necessary to help him get over his despair. //Afterall,// she thought, //on some level, I did this for him. I'll just have to make him understand and accept this new wrinkle in *his* reality.// She landed on the roof of Nick's building and made her way over to the skylight. Chuckling, she said, "I've always wanted to do this." She opened the skylight and flew down to land in the center of the living room. ********************* The End. Maybe? ;) *********************